I'm back to put it in motion, i'm back tp put it in drive.

Well, I haven't been doing this blog lately.
I think it's because I'm too lazy to do it.
I'll try to remember to do it more often.

Currently, my recent claims of having no way to recover in bio still stand.
I'm failing it hard. Hard.

I need to recover my grade in religion.
I don't really know what else to say, heh.

I'm sorry to let everyone down.
I have been playing guitar about 6 hours more than i should be.
which is about 8 hours a day.
:-\.

I have also gotten caught onto the Zelda: Twilight Princess path lately. I started it a few weeks ago and i'm trying to beat it haha.
FRIDAYS the Avenged Sevenfold and Atreyu Concert.
GOD i'm excited.
Haha :D.

like, 8 days till the end of the semester. I'm excited and nervous.
Though i have been really confused whether i want to bring my Acoustic or my Electric to NJ this Xmas.

Decisions decisions.
My acoustic is better for outdoor events and what not.
But of course, My electric has more frets and i can work on my fingerwork.

Ugh, decisions decisions.
I'm thirsty.

End Log
-Ryan-

My Story Of The Year (Poem)

I’m holding on to what is gone
For some reason my heart won’t let you go.
I guess it’s too bad that everything we have is taken away.
I can still feel the scratches down my spine when my mind crosses your face.
You’ll never know. You’ll never know.
My heart bleeds for your name; I can feel the blood shoot out of every vein.
But, until the day I die, I’ll spill my heart for you.
My empty promises seemed to never change.
I know that and I’m sorry. This is the moment I live for.
My open wounds bleed, my veins run dry. Creating a wave of emotions
I had never known I had felt for you. At night I lay in bed and think
“Why did I let her go.” As my eyes are shut my hands are shaking but my body lies perfectly still.
Every night, I’m determined to let myself sink down.
Down to a place that is my subconscious where I spend hours upon hours dancing in your arms.
The same way you did in my arms what seems like such a long time ago.
The night we danced the night away and our lips were one.
I had something better waiting ahead but I didn’t care my mind was infatuated with lust.
From the sidewalks, running away from the streets we knew I wanted to take you in my arms and keep
You forever. I was too nervous.
My veins continue to dry and I wish the tide would swallow every inch of this city.
I hold this token of your love in my arms as I sleep and pray for night to start over again.
Words are spoken and broken down. Let’s make this night be our last mistake! And let’s
Take the time to wipe the blood away!
With each gasp of air I swallow the knife. Just come find me and hold me
Hold me in your arms and I’ll return the favor just like we always do. Just like we always do.
Without you I am left in the shadows and I am screaming in the night and in my nightmares
“WHAT’S LEFT OF ME!?”
I’m slowly falling into insanity.
Can you hear me crying out the anthem of my dying day?
Within my words are the songs that run through my mind every night screaming these words in my ears
because they were familiar to us. When we would love one another these lyrics would flow through us.
Together we would walk down the sidewalks of Page Avenue.
Those streets mean the world to me. I know you probably think you watched the hero drown.
No one else will be able to come and save you.
But I want you to be aware that
I.
Want.
To.
Save.
You.
With every inch of my being. Even if you don’t feel you need it, it’s my duty to fly to your safety.
But I know that nothing can fly with this broken wing.
I’ve tried to run to you and I keep falling down and tripping over myself.
By my own design I fall and I lay face first in the sand with the wreckage of ships that have lost
Their way. So I hold my breath and dive right in.
I would say that “She can’t sleep. She can’t sleep at all”. But my communications to you fail.
I can tell you that I can’t sleep. I can’t sleep at all.
I lay thinking of what would have been done and I come to the conclusion it’s all over.
My words disappear before your eyes as you read my thoughts, and I’ve run out of things to offer.
So, this is a gift. I hope you know this is for you. It’s all for you. My life means nothing without you.
Even as a friend by my side.
Just tell me I’m wrong and I’m not holding on to what is gone
But instead I am reaching out to what is willing.
Tell me you feel something too.
Tell me you want me to save you.
Tell me that you’ll patch my bleeding heart.
Tell me you miss me.
Tell me you care about me.
Tell me you’ll dance the night away.

Come Break Me Down

Gah. The fact i keep skipping over my blogging and i hate it. So i apologize for my sporadic entries. Well, the recent days have been kind of shifty, really all i've been doing is playing guitar and doing homework. But mainly guitar, which is a problem. I need to raise my Bio grade really badly because i can't afford dropping the class. We've had 2 of our 5 exams in the class, and the first two are ridiculously hard so i believe i can make my come back. I hope.

I'm not really sure what to say.
Lately i've been thinking alot about Melissa. I think i really like her which is bad because she hates me. She has a boyfriend too, so i' m thinking it's probably just because i can't have her that i feel that way. I don't know. She actually threatened to change her number if i texted her again. So i took her number out of my phone so i wouldn't be tempted. She deleted me from Myspace so i really don't have a way to reach her. Maybe it's for the best?

Besides that i've been playing Dance Dance Revolution and eating Ramen noodles. I lost a Guitar Hero Tournament over the weekend which helped drain my bank account even more. I need to think of an easy way to make some money without selling drugs.
Or getting a job. And i'm running out of things to sell on Ebay haha. GR! I better get my Xbox 360 today in the mail....

It red-ringed 2/3 weeks ago and i sent it to the company to get fixed. It says on there site as of like, Thursday that it was being shipped back to me. Guitar Hero 4 comes out this Sunday so i can only hope and pray that it arrives here. I'm overly excited for that game. It's going to be so pro!

Sunday morning Me and Mauricio are running out to Gamestop where i have my reservation and were going to get the game come back to my house and with the help of Conway and Aaron were going to 5 star the game. IT's cool cause we get to customize our guitars and persons which will be PROOOO.

When i finally make my own song on that game.. It's going to be so in depth. I have it all planned out. You know why?
I'm a loser and i know it. But, i'm okay with that. Haha. November 15th is the date of the Guitar Hero tournament i'm going to next so i need to practice. the winner gets 1000$ cash and 2nd gets 250$.

Even if i can nail second i'll be pretty happy. Speaking of Nail, i think i'm having Vikkie hang out with me within the next two weeks which should be pretty cool.

Ugh.
My life is boring. I was hoping it was near the end of class by now, but it's only 23 minutes in.

Peace out!

End Log
-Ryan

SElling stuff on Ebay again...

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I Wish The Tide Would Wash Away The City

Ugh,
I'm deciding that instead of just blandly listing what i did today, i'm going to switch it up. I don't really have anything exciting that happens in my life, so i'm going to see where this takes me. I've missed class two days in a row now, and that's really bad for me. Sometimes i wake up and just think of quitting. Is that normal for a kid my age? I hope so. But, i'm trying really hard to bring back up my Biology grade, and i really hope that it works out. I also realized i'm not going to sleep with Harley. I was going to, but you know what. I don't fucking need it. It's complteley useless and it serves no purpose. I don't care what she thinks or what anyone else thinks.
Though there is this girl next door named B who is WAYYY hot.

Garret Fucking Ortino. Is the greatest man alive. I have so much respect for him, and he is by far my oldest and greatest friend. (Don't worry Hays, your tied with Zacky and T). That man has the persistence of a Wolverine in a bear trap. He's joining a job drilling oil 7 days a week, and then 7 days off. Making 70G a year. He's doing it just so that he can come see me all the time, and not have to be neck up in expenses. I don't understand where he gets his motivation. The kid's amazing. I really wish his Dad didn't kick him out so he could come stay with me :D. For the records. I love Garret Ortino. The kid is my best friend and always will be. Since like, effing kindergarten the kid has been there. Right on Garret. No one of my other friends would pay for me to fly up to Colorado to stay with them. I love you dude. Your my boy.

I miss my friends they were awesome. Though, i'm glad some of them left because they made me feel slightly worse about my life. So i guess in a sense, they weren't really my friends were they? My Algebra Final is on Friday, and i hope i'm ready. I think i'm prepared... I went to the review on Saturday with Mauricio. That kid has become one of my new best friends. He's over here all the time and he's way nice. I'm really happy that he's an undercover nerd like i am. WE played Super Smash Bros Melee today for like an hour and a half straight. Were such losers. Tuesdays and Thursdays him and Billy come over. Though his mom has been getting pissed he's out all the time so he has to go home sometimes.

I had this weird fuckin' dream last night. I was best friends with Helen Keller. We like hungout and Zack was like, dude, why are you friends with her if she's blind and mute. and i was like, Eff you Zack. Your a dick. Then in a subdream after that, i was in a video game i guess. becauae Zombies kept coming into this upstairs area and i kept "messing up" in the game, so i would jump out the window to die, to restart. like i would straight up commit suicide. But one time i jumped headfirst and i guess i landed on my feet. my friend was like, you sure it's safe, and i was like yeah.
So he jumped but landed on a weird angle, so he didn't die and his body layed there twitching and it was really really fucked up to watch. He looked like he was in immense pain, and he couldn't move. He could only twitch.

I haven't written in my book in a while. I need to do that soon. But i will wait till this weekend because i have some major tests and stuff going down.

But.
It's bed time.
Tonight's CD alignment is.
1) I AM Ghost - Those We leave Behind.
2)Story Of The Year - Page Avenue
3) The Rasmus - Dead Letters
4) Bullet For My Valentine - The Poison
5) 30 Seconds To Mars - Beautiful Lie.

I hope i get some killer dreams.
During Religion tomorrow, after my quiz, i'm going to IM Tarah and Angie. Both are hot. Maybe i can mack it :D.

Ugh.
My life is depressing and is just chase after chase.
P.S. I learned The Most Beautiful Girl In The Room by Flight Of The Conchords on the guitar.

"When your on the street, depending on the street, your definitely in the top 3"

End Log
-Ryan

Don't Wake Up

Ugh, GOd damn.
46% in biology is not very good. Infact that's downright shit.
Luckily to bring up my spirits i woke up around 9:57am which is an hour and 57 minutes past my first class...

Then TJ called me and i talked to him for a little bit which made me happy. I rarely EVER talk to him anymore. and whenever he DOES call its on his way to pick up anthropology papers. Haha. Then i woke up took a shower and enjoyed readin my Bio book for 1.30 min out loud with headphones on. I looked at the clock and somehow it was already 4:30ish, so i watched some TV with the guys and then decided i wanted to eat Subway. So i went over to Subway and walked back home.

Then i watched alot of Cartoon Network.

Thats really my day. I'm sorry i bored anyone/everyone that read this(Hays). Uhhh.
Then i learned "That Green Gentleman" from Panic At The Disco. Then Greg was over with some pals like Peel and JR.
Now i'm in my room, and calling it a night. Watching Robot Chicken.

End Log
-Ryan

Well Now, So You Think Your Ready?

The past few dys have been somewhat of a blur, so i'm going to try and recall what has happenned. It started with yesterday, where i decided to go to my College Algebra Lab class. I had missed alot of my lab class, so i decided to see what the damage was. Mauricio and Billy waited for me out front of my class as i went in and talked to my Professor. I asked her "Hey, i don't come alot, what does that do for my grade in here?"

"Well, how often do you come?"
"Like, 50% of the time probably"
"Oh, well class participation is about 5% of the grade. SO i'll deduct around 2.5% from your grade."
"Shit that".
So i just left, i don't think im going to go back, hahah.

I went with Mauricio and Billy back to the room and we played some Wii Fit and Guitar Hero. I've been working out with Wii Fit alot, getting some crazy abs. But JErry came over too which was cool. Though when i had to take my tylenol he gave me "V8" to swallow my pills, and the second i swallowed them, i was like. Dammit Jerry. He slipped me alcohol, but whatever. Haha. the fact it was a V8 container made me slightly tricked.

Following that, the day rolled by, and i called 99X, because the tickets for the Xmas ball were going on sale tomorrow and i needed the 411. Little did i know it was sexy thursdays, so i had to tell them what i thought was sexy.
"Uh, short girls, with a big rack"
"Oh yeah? Like real or fake?"
"Real definitely"
"You like them at cock level?"
That question kinda weirded me out, due to the fat i was going to be on the radio. But i was already headfirst in, so i couldn't back out.
"Hellz yeah"

Then she told me that we could meet up at the concert and yell for boobies. Haha.

Later on that night, around 12:15 i went online and i ordered my 99Xmas ball tickets and i was REALLY excited about that.

Because they had been on sale for literally 15 minutes. I was up until about 2am, and i should NOT have eaten food before sleeping, because i awoke this morning with a KILLER stomach ache. But i woke up this morning and grabbed my comp books so i could read the readings before i had my 9:30am classes. I was all prepped up, so i set off for my comp 1 class.

I arrived on time which was nice, and i found out that i got a 83% on my essay. SHAZAM!

Now i have to write my next report on "Remembering". I decided i'm going to write about when i played Two Zero Two infront of the sschool for Ainsley :D.

That was the 2nd best day of my life, if not the first.
It's tied very closely to the day me and Lauren went to the Papa Roach concert and they played our song as we held each other. I know she betrayed me, but it was morely the feeling of the moment than anything else. I actually whispered in her ear that "If i died right now, i would be happy".

Now i'm in College Algebra Lecture class. So, I better get back to... not blogging.
Ugh,

End Log
-Ryan

Shoot Pause Pose Reload.

I need to take a breather just for a while. Just get this out of my head. The memories keep racing and these cuts keep on bleeding as i turn away from you.

The blood has been shed and these scars just won't heal. What have I done to deserve this? Slowly fading, ashes by ashes slowly dissapating. What have i done to deserve this? Step by Step. Failure By Failure. Win by Win. Loss by Loss. Spiraling into this decaying soul.


I'm sure we will overcome this. I'm sure we can overcome this.


I need to take a breather just for a while. Just get this out of my head. The memories keep racing and these cuts keep on bleeding as i turn away from you.

I'm sure that one day we can look back and smile. But i can tell you it's not coming soon. But the blood pressure's rising and knuckles are whitening and i dont know what to do. Step by Step. Failure By Failure. Win by Win. Loss by Loss. Spiraling into this decaying soul.

I need to take a breather just for a while. Just get this out of my head. The memories keep racing and these cuts keep on bleeding as i turn away from you.

Spiraling into this decaying soul.
Spiraling into this Decaying soul.

Monsters Sing In Song

Today went the way the usual day did, except for some reason it kept on stretching on and on and on. When i thought it was around 7pm, I found out that it was 3pm. Which was awesome. So i woke up this morning and i ran out to Bio.

After that i skipped my College Lab like usual to hangout with Mauricio, and play Wii Fit in my dorm room. It's pretty semi homosexual. But it's definetly a workout, like that thing KILLED my abs. No doubt. Then we picked up Nick, and smoked my remaining cigars. We came in and decided we wanted to order Miracle Fruit.

So we did, and were excited. It's coming from Japan. And it only cost 15$ (including shipping!).


So yeah.

Then afterward we dropped of Nick at school, and Jackie came over. We decided we wanted to go to Peta Pit, so Mauricio and Me and Jackie went over there. I didn't eat, but they did. We came back, rocked some Guitar Hero 2. What else did we do...

Then we Helped Aaron move in. My childhood best friend (besides Garret of course :D). He moved in, and then we got his key, and everything got set up. We said Goodbye to Jackie, and then we went to SoVi. (the good version of the perch). It was yummmy.
:D.

Then we got back and played a lot of Super Smash Bros brawl..
Then we dispersed to our rooms, i talk to Chris Hays for a bit. Same with Liz and Nate. Then there was nothing.

Tomorrow is grocery shopping day :D.

IM SOOO EXCITED

Let's Hit The Bar. Let's Loose Control

Yo Yo Yo.
Ryan Kane is back in african american and he's sorry that he missed the last like month. BUT. This is what happenned today my friends..

I went to sleep approx 6:30am last night and woke up around 1pm. My mom was telling me that we were having raviolis for dinner and Dad was coming over. So i was like, yeah sure whatever. I hopped out of bed and realized that my hair was in a ponytail when i went to sleep. That means my hair looked like pure ASS. I went into the bathroom but held my breath as I first entered.

That is because last night was Greg's last night here because he got suspended for the semester; its a long story. But Greg got HAMMERED last night. Like intensely, and me and him share a bathroom. I didn't want to end up going into a vomitorium, so i held my breath, and jumped in the shower.

After that i blow dried my hair and straightened it, the new routine. Then i went to my mums with my bio book so i could study. Inseatd i sat IMing Ainsley.

Then ravioli time, and i showed my parents what guitar they should get me. Which i know is NOT going to happen. But i am ok with that. Ill save up. I drove back home, and watched Monster House, Ainsley called. I talked to her for a little bit, and then i had some work i had to do.

But now, the night is winding down, time for me to get ready for Religion.
FUN stuff.

End Log
-Ryan

This Could All End In Tragedy

Beep Beep.

That's the first noise i hear at 1pm, when my phone was saying "dude, my batteries dying. Help?"

I remembered my mom had my charger slo i texted her to bring it to me. Though, she lived like, 7 min away i didn't wanna drive. But it ended up that i had to drive over there. She made me grilled cheese which was nice :D.

Then i left there with my phone charger. By the way, my real phone charger broke, so im stuck using a car adapter for it because Wal-Mart wasn't even back ordering them, and using a wall adapter from Wal-Mart. Fuck Wal-Mart. I got back to the room, and i played guitar hero for a while, i don't want to get rusty.

Then something caught my eye! One of my friends (hot) had become single. I responded with a Why, and i got nothing. She refused to talk to me so i let it go. By this time Conway was awake and we were discussing the day's events. I believe it was 4pm at this point. I think i just read my biology work until about 7pm, which is when Aaron showed up. He had to leave at 9, but he wanted to hangout with us in the mean time. I was happy about that, cause the kid's awesome. I asked my R.A. about moving him into the dorm. My roommate Greg got kicked out of housing, so im trying to move Aaron into his room.

She said we have to do this process, so i accepted and ill prolly do it at some point.

I believe that my depression is kicking in (bipolar) because ive been in a really down mood lately. I just realized im failing most of my classes and that i have no motivation for life. The only fun i've recently gotten was from this 24 year old i met names Jackie. When i first met her we would makeout which is really cool, but lately we haven't and she just keeps putting me down about stuff. So really i have nothing exciting me lately.

Like, there are so many people who have it worse than me, but i still make it seem like my problems are worse. iruvbqebfrvwef

Point is, that after Aaron left, Jackie came over, and we laid in my bed and watched The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou. I love that movie, and after i gave her like, a 15 minute back massage. And then no making out. So i'm like, fuck.

I have no one to talk to besides my 4.
But out of those, only 3 really talk to me.

:-\

I miss you guys.

AH!
And to make it worse off, everywhere i look i see pictures of Lauren and Ryan kissing. like, fuck my life.

Charise (the hedgehog) is totally in the living room.

She's a pro :D
All the roommates love her, which is really nice.

I think im going to write poetry tonight. I feel in the mood.


I'm going to try to write alot of blogs now. I have nothing else to do with my life.

End Log
-Ryan

Night After Night I Wake Up Shaking Cuz My World Is Breaking

OMG, so i haven't done a blog in a few days/a weekish, and i feel semi guilty, so now i have some down time. Ok, so i'm going to summarize my last week in a paragraph consisting of fragmented sentences.

Nonetheless, i've missed alot of my classes, though im starting to catch back up. I'm doing extraordinarily good at math, and i've woken up on time within the last two days, which is good. Although! On Monday, i got fuckin' sick. Like, sick sick. I had a headache all day on Sunday, and in the morning on Monday my entire body was sore. During my sleep i had this thing, where i was FREEZING cold, but i felt so damn hot, and i was sweating profusely. I then starting have delusions that my blankets were made out of paper, and even though i knew the whole time it was fake, it wouldn't stop. I was almost in tears, because i couldn't make it stop. I was sooo cold, and i couldn't pull the blankets on me because it was a giant piece of paper, it kept crumpling in my hands.

But now is Wednesday, and i went o my classes, Kelly came into class drunk, which was a tad upsetting, but it's not my business. We took a quiz in religion and i think i got an 80 or a 90 on it, which is cool. Then i went to comp, which is pretty enjoyable, theirs alot of hot girls there, and plus i love to write. Though, i am not good at retaining information i read if it is not interesting to me, so i have a semi low grade i believe.

Now im back in the dorm, my hair is blow dried to perfection, and i just got recent news that Kaitlin Fernandez is coming over tomorrow instead of today, which is semi upsetting, but it should be fun. Hopefully it gets exciting.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

Saying Hello To Old Friends, Saying Goodbye To Old Ones, Again.

Well, how do i start off my day? Easy, it started off with me waking up at 8:50am, looking at my cell phone and yelling "SHIT!" throughout my dorm. It was because i missed my 8am class, which sucks. But i didn't worry too much, because Bio is easy for me so i just sat up and let it go. I blinked and it was then 9:26am. I jumped out of bed, and i turned on the TV and poured myself a bowl of Golden Grahams, and sat down on the couch. I let JD, Elliot and Turk, along with the magic of Sacred Heart, take me away as i enjoyed a deliciously nutritious breakfast.

Then i got ready because at 10:45 was my College Algebra class, so i made sure to leave the room semi-earlier so i could make it on time. I was nearing Reed Hall, when all of a sudden i saw a wave of sorority girls, that were handing out planners and pencils. I was immediately scared, so i slinked past them without being noticed. I reached my College Algebra class, and i sat down in my normal seat, and i was sad, because Sam wasn't there. I got situated, and i was ready to take notes, because my note taking skills had a dramatic decrease, when all of a sudden Sam walked in, and it made me pretty happy because i wasn't alone. There was no teacher in the room, and the room was always DEAD quiet except for me and Sam. When i say DEAD, i mean, it was so quiet that if you breathed you felt awkward because you may have been destroying the silence. But when Sam was in the room, we usually talked and that killed the silence.

The teacher droned on for another hour and then finally i was released back to go home. By this time it was 12:15, so my first thought was "I should pick up Leanna", but i didn't have to today because she was staying after school, and it's Tues, which means she has band. So i was walking home, and i remembered my phone's obnoxious vibrate in the middle of my class. SO i grabbed it, and i was extremely happy to see it was Hays, so right away i called him, and i zoomed off to his house to hangout with him/help him pack. I was using his shotgun, which in itself made ma happy, and he was showing me how to hold it without dislocating my shoulder, which i guess because of my small stature is impossible. But i made a joke about a shotgun shell just jumping into the gun, and hays was motioning how that would roll through by putting his fingers in the area. I was paying almost no attention to what the hell i was doing and i cocked the gun. His finger was inside the gun, and it SLAMMED down on it, which made me feel pretty dick, but his finger was ok.

Then i had to leave, because i had to make it to the CutCo office to drop off some forms, and i made it there pretty easily, and the office is really close, just off Island Park. I dropped off my forms and i zoomed back out. When i was at Hay's house and we were bringing stuff to his car he gave me a box to ship out my gamecube games in, which was a tad too small, but i got to the post office just to realize that i didn't have the address. So i called Conway, and he helped me obtain that through my Ebay and PayPal account. I went in the office and i gave them the box, which didn't fit all THAT great, but it worked. I was rushing around today, and now i was off to get my Pokemon Cards from the house. I ran over there, and i got my cards. But now that i was home, i wanted to eat something, so i picked on: Peanut Butter, Bananas, A bit of a hamburger, Ritz crackers and a Gogurt. Yum yum. Then i stole a TV dinner, and i ran off to my dorm.

I got back and i went in my room, and played guitar for a while, because no one was home. So i blasted my music around the house. Eventually 4:50pm rolled around and i had to leave for dinner. I got to Grandmas, and ate her pot roast, and mashed potatoes. yum yum yum. Then the moment i had been waiting for, for so long finally came. I drove over to Gamestop, and i started to walk in the door, and suddenly everything around me slowed down. If it were a movie, the Rocky theme, or something else would have been playing in the background. I got up to the main desk, and i slammed 176$ on the counter. I looked the man in the eyes and very dramatically i said

"Hey".


And he was like, yo, whats with the money. I informed him of my lack of friends and my need for Guitar Hero 4. He laughed and said it was a good choice. He said to me

"You need 25 more dollars"

and i said

"I can do that"

So i whipped out my card, and i gave it to him. He looked at me and said

"It didn't go through".
I was instantly sad, and i go

"Uh, Why?"

"Idk, lets try the other one".

So we walked to the other register and it went through, which made me happy. So i booked it home, and played Super Smash with the guys. Then there was a knock on the door, and i knew immediately who it was when they walked in. It was my friend Aaron Andrus, from grade school. I hadn't seen him since 7th grade, and it was awesome to see him again. We both went into my room and talked about the last 6 years we hadn't seen each other, which actually wasn't that awkward. Then we went out and played Super Smash, and he wiped the board with us, hardcore. He was awesome. Eventually all the other guys but Conway, Aaron, Adam, some other guy and I, went on a beer run, so we played Apples to Apples for literally 4 hours. hahaha.

Then more Super Smash, and finally the end of the night came.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane


(This took my whole contemporary world religion class to write)

Kakariko Village

Today started with me waking up and i went to my mums house. She owed me three dollars you see, and that's a problem. So i went over there, and my mum gave me the 5 dollars, but i hung around the house for a little extra time because my Dad was there, and i love my Dad, he's a badass. So, i called Leanna and she was like, "I'm actually leaving right now" so i was like, damn!


So then, i went to Zack's house, because it was Nate's birthday today. He was throwing a party, and it was my job as a friend to go over and hangout. Although i had absolutely no money, so i got two party poppers, and i gave him those. He would love those! So, i'm at Zack's house, and i see my friend Chloe on the futon, and Nate's hangin out, so i give him the poppers, and right away he shoots off one of them and gunpowder fills the air. I love that smell. Then he ran out of the room, and i kind of Zoned out in conversation with the kids, they were all Freshman, which made me laugh and think "I'm better than YOU!" Nate comes back in the room like, "I got my Mom in the face with it!", and i laughed but decided to keep it to myself.

Then all the kids went on a scavenger hunt so i went with Zack, and he had to purchase a bluetooth headset for his phone, and then get money out of his bank for his mumsy or something. In the meantime i had to watch some woman's cigarette because she had to go buy something, idk. But so we headed back to house, and i went to the room that had the drumset, and i started to own!!!

Hahaha, it made me feel good inside, because i have rhythm and it sounds decent. But eventually i got bored, so i went back into the main room and there were a bunch of kids that decided to quit the scavenger hunt and i yelled at them, haha. I picked up a guitar and i played some music in the meantime, which was cool. When all the kids arrived, i hungout with chloe the most, and we just chilled and talked for a bit, about life and everything. We also read a book about a penguin that was playing hide and seek, and the penguins on every page were fuzzy, which ended on a very happy pop-up page.

As time passed, and i indulged on some delicious pigs in a blanket, the time came for me to leave, so i said my goodbye's and i jumped in my car, and zoomed off. But to where but Ainsley's house! We talked for a bit, because i got a call from Melissa saying she needed a ride home, which is weird because we NEVER talk. But of course, i wanted to give her a hand because i'm nice. I drove over and picked her up, and next on my agenda was for me to grab gas, and at the very moment we were on our way to get gas, my mom called me and said "Drive your father home, and i will give you gas money!" and i was like, HELLS YEAH SON! So i drove to get gas, and i filled my tank. which was nice.

We picked up my Dad, and drove him to Naples, and then we headed back to my place, which was nice. WE watched Futurama, which is still my favorite show!

But then i dropped her off, and i came home to do my Bio quiz, and now me and Conway are playing Zelda on the 64!

HELLZ YEAH.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

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OMFG, the last few days have been so effing tiring. But i made it through my first week of college! Which is definitely a plus, but the lst 2 days im going to bunch into this one, because alot of shit has happenned.

So, two nights ago was the shit, because Hays came over. He shot over around 5ish, and was building a computer in my living room, which made great room for conversation for my roommates. The cool thing is, all my roommates and me get along really well, and they just welcomed Hays right away, and thought it was cool he was building a computer. But holy shit, the spcs on his computer are so hardcore/intense. Like, if a pregnant lady read that, her baby would probably die, from too much intense-ness.

Then Mauricio stopped by, and hungout for a few minutes,
But then, shit happenned, and me and Conway were hanging out in the dorm like usual, and hays was building the comp, and Adam hungout with us too, and we hung out and talked, until eventually Billy came by. He called around for Pizza, because he wanted to order some, and no where would deliver, which is shit. But billy drove all the way out to Domino's to buy all of us pizza, which was awesome, especially for Conway and Adam, who had never even met this kid before. SO Billy left to go get the pizza.

We are hanging out and playing Wii, and about an hour goes by, abd billy isn't back. So we start to talk about how he probably left with our pizzas, or he got lost. Literally, after we started that convo, billy walks in the door.

Then we played brawl all night, and i had to go to sleep moderately early (3am), because i had school in the AM.

Then i woke up and did my classes, and i got home at 12-ish, and Sam Hall came over. She's pretty cool, we have college algebra together. We tried to find Amanda, but she was nowhere to be found. So we came back to my house, and hung out, played a little wii, but then she had to head out, and i played more Wii sports, until eventually 5pm rolled around, so me and Conway headed out. WE had previous engagements that involved me and him getting our asses kicked by Super Smash nerds at the Video Game Club. The thing is, that we went through every building, and no one was there. They said in the AB3, and no one was there. So we went back to the room, and played Super Smash there, and then ran out to target, to pickup CD's, and i had to return ink, and shit happenned.

But then we went back to the dorm, and tried to set up Conway's black light on the wall, Then Leanna called me, and invited me to go to Brad's with Conway. So we were like, OK. And we got a ride to Leanna's and then from there, to Brad's. We watched August Rush, and it was amazing. Then after that, we hungout and talked. The guys really like him, which is awesome.

We headed back here, and played Super Smash shirtless, because we were doing Laundry, and it was cool. Cept for where i got to sleep at about 5am.

ZACKS IN TOWN.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

"IT!"

Haha, This morning i woke up around 12 i believe, and i did some room cleaning. I ate some amazing Special K, and did something that i don't remember. But then time passed, until Zacky came over! Zacky and Jeanette visited my place, and they enjoyed their short stay. They were totally liking the fact that my roommates interacted with me, and they were so jealous. But yeah, Then we hung around the room and played Super Smash Bros, until eventually we went to the perch for dinner. We went to the new perch, by the freshman dorms, and then came back. Then we all headed back into the main dorm.

Now, usually when we get home we all separate into our own rooms, with the exception of me and Conway, because we've become like bff's lately. But today was special, because it was the day that Conway was doing Acid. It was so intense, he was like, you guys wanna see it? and we were like, yeah!!!

So we all went and looked, and he started to suck on the paper and stuff, so we all played Super Smash. It was so cool, i love playing with them.

So, He asked me to play Guitar Hero to induce the lights and music, and then eventually we stopped. Me and Conway were in his room, and he told me to take him on an adventure, so we walked around and he just talked to me about what he saw, and then we got back and he started to tell me what he saw.

Then we hungout in his room, and he prophesied about "It"
These are a list of things about "it"
-We are all it
-The entire world, is it
-It makes your mind explode
-It tells you who to hangout with
-The Universe is it
-It helps you melt into place

Like, he went on for EVER about this, and me and the guys were like,
He's effing insane. His pupils were the size of a quarter.

We played Apples to Apples, and i almost peed myself, it was so funny. We kept on cracking jokes about IT.

Omg, he wanted to bear us up into tiny pieces. The room continued to shift for him, and the walls were spinning, like the texture was. He had major headaches (probably because his puils were huge and he was in light). Everything was colorful, and seemingly hair turned really wispy and curly.

We hungout after Apples to Apples, and talked about life, and i was content with that. We listened to music together, and everything. The kid is so cool, i enjoy his company. Normally i don't like it when people use drugs, but the thing is, that he was ok with the fact i don't do drugs, and he still wanted to hangout with me.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

"This was an expensive battery" - Rape Man

So today i woke up and went to my General Biology class, followed by College Algebra. It was lame. I then took a shower, and i was off on my way to pick up my Dad from naples. I got him and he filled up my tank so we could go up to Sarasota, i pretty much fell asleep on the way up, i was so tired. Haha.

He had an appointment with the doctor, so i went and took him there, he filled up my tummy with delish Subway Subs. For the first time i put Green Peppers on my sub for the first time, and i approve. I then drove us to Target, my dad had to return a pair of pants or something, and he bought me a printer cord. Then we had an argument with the people at Target. My dad spent over 150$ on meds when he should have spent about 1.05$ and they way over priced it. Turns out they used the wrong code or something, so my dad went to get his money back and they were like, you dont have a receipt. and i was like, EFFING LADY. THE INFO'S ON YOUR DAMN COMPUTER. And sure enough, he got his money back. Then we went to his friends house.

His friend bought a knife from me, which made me happy, and then we came home.

Or should have.

My car lights slowly started dimming, and my lights began fading. I knew shit was going down, so i pulled off an exit, and my car turned itself off. So, after a while of thinking, some guy in a Rape Van, pulls up and he gives my Dad a ride to WalMart, and the guy is creepy. But we thought that if i had my Baseball bat, i should be fine. So he went with the guy, and i guess they went to go get the battery for my car, and the guy stole the battery, hahaha. Like, he walked in, picked up the car battery, and stole it from WalMart. What a hero.

Then he brought it back to my car, and it turned on, and we thanked him. We got in the car and headed back up, but caution lights were on in my car that were the same as before my car went down. So, the car lights are all the way up, and we try to book it home, but the thing is, my car went down in Venice, so i was 70 miles from home. I headed back at full speed, and after 40 minutes my lights began fading, and i was scared. the SECOND i hit my exit, and thought to myself I MADE IT, my car turned off, and we had to get everything out of it, and we left a note on the windshield that said DONT MOVE, CALL US PLEASE, WELL BE BACK IN THE MORNING, near the exit. Haha.

So then i came back to the dorm, i want to get DECENT sleep tonight, but me and the guys (Adam and Conway) ate cake, it was damn good.

It's a statistic that 85% of all student's love their school lunch.

Today i woke up and got ready for my first class. I jumped out of bed, and i got dressed for the big day ahead of me. I had contemporary world religion, and it was amazing, the teacher reminded me of Mr. Avant, he kind of gave me the vibe. He told us basically what we were going to be dealing with through the course, and i became more and more excited for it! I was with Kelly Collier, and we sat together for the class, and Corinne is in their with us as well. I saw some other faces that were recognizable but they don't matter. Ryan LoVecchio is in my class, which is kind of upsetting.

But! Then after i ran to the office to grab my scholarship money so i could get the rest of my books. I grabbed the form, and i went off to the bookstore. My roommate Adam was with me and we went to go eat at the Perch soon after, it was good. After, it was time for me to go pick up Leanna. SO i left the dorm, and i went off to the school. When i saw her walking towards the car, i felt so excited, because it had been two days since ive seen her. I picked her up and we went over to her house.

When i was at Leanna's i laid on her bed for about an hour, and i fell asleep. Her sister JAckie (whos been in my class for like, 4 years), came in and told us that she wanted to go out to eat. So me and Leanna went with them, and we ate at Moes, and then ran over to /best Buy to scope out hard drives, etc. I hung out at Leanna's after, until approx 6:30pm, because i had to go to an appointment for work. So i left, and i drove down to NAples, and i did my routine. They made me dinner and gave me oreos, and it was awesome. They didn't get anything, though they told me that they were interested in purchasing the Ultimate Set. that set runs for 2000, and would give me an automatic promotion along with a 500$ paycheck (at least). That would be amazing!!!!

Then i went back over to Leanna's and we watched some TV, a program nin "How Healthy School Lunches" are. It made me sick. Our house was broken into last night, and a 3000 dollar set of my Dad's gold clubs were stolen along with our tool set. My dad was pissed, so he called around to pawn shops and stuff, to see if someone tried selling golf clubs and he finally found a match. It turns out my neighbor did it, i loved that man. He used to listen to me play guitar! But he had already been in jail, and now he's going to jail for at least 25 years.
Which makes me angry at him...
BUT

Im in Bio.
Sooo.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

Let The Flames Begin.

Sorry i didn't write last night. I let you down. I got home at 5am from Leanna's, and i really didn't feel like doing anything.
BUT.


Today i woke up, because i thought i heard someone in the kitchen, and that meant i could get breakfast and not be lonely. So, i got up, threw on some pants, and i walked out to the kitchen. No one was there, so i took out ham and cheese anyways so i could make a sandwich. Suddenly my roommate, Conway, walks out and is like, "Hey". and im like. "Hey".
We held a 1 min conversation about eating breakfast, when all of a sudden, Greg (my other roommate) opens his door, and now were all out eating breakfast. It made me laugh.

Then my family met me at my place because they wanted to take me grocery shopping, which was awesome. Then we spent like, 100+$ on groceries for me, which rocks! That means i now wont be hungry or thirsty for like, 20 days. Then i came back here and i called Leanna and i got ready to go get her. I picked her up and i came back to the house with her, we hungout and watched Wayne's World. Its funny, then after we played Super Smash Bros with Conway. Then all of a sudden people started pouring into the dorm room, and soon enough, i was hungry.

So me and Leanna got out of bed and went and made pot pies. Haha, and Conway whips out Apples to Apples. God, i love that game. Now, last night the power went out here, because of Fay (The Tropical Storm) , and Conway was like, we need to get some board games, because it was like, powerless.

So he ran out and bought this game, and it was soooo much fun. I love it, because it's so random, and it never gets old. With the exception of people spilling some Vodka, it was overall decent. Haha, i wonder whats going to happen when they find out i dont drink? Prolly not a big deal, but whatever. I hope Leanna enjoyed herself when she was over.

Then i went out to Leanna's and we played with Charise, her mother is IN LOVE with her. I'm so happy at the turnout of it. She was supposed to be hidden in Leanna's room, but they found her within being home for 20 minutes hahaha.

But yeah, my roommate Adam, he hasn't been here for like, the entire thing. He was here setting up, but that was it, he set up wireless internet, which is cool. so now i have my 360 hooked up, and im running internet on my lappy.

Then i come home from Leanna's, and im in the kitchen getting a drink, and Conway and Greg are there, and we have a conversation about my tattoo, and i find out that Conway likes anime and TV, like Family Guy and stuff. And that makes me happy to know im not alone!!!

But yeah.

I have to get up at like,
7:30 so i can eat and then go to church to play guitar.

Greg (tipsy?) "Ryan, your pretty hardcore! It was cool hanging out, i'll see you in the morning."
--That made me feel good. Cause he's a junior.


Eng Log
-Ryan S. Kane

Wait, Do You Mean MMR or MMORPG?

So today i woke up and ran out of the house immediately so i could play guitar for Haley's church/ Vicky's church. It all went well cept for the fact that i didn't have a guitar during the practice prior to mass. What happens is, i always bring my guitar to practice, and then Haley always goes "Why do you bring that? We always have one for you here!". So i didn't bring one! and guess what. They didn't have one for me, so i didn't have one, and i sat and listened to the music and talked to Vicky about pretty much anything. Then finally everyone poured into the church, and someone walks up to me and gives me the guitar. and im like cool, now i have one.

So as they call up the "Praise Team" (Me, Haley, other strangers and Haley's Mom), i walk up and realize, i can't connect my guitar to a plugin, cause they aren't prepped for that. So i walked up and i stood behind Haley, because i also realized that i didn't have the music sheets! When Haley's Mom (Pam) started pounding the tunes on the piano i realized, i didn't look at the chords before this moment, and i realized how terribly unprepped i was. Haha, so i started reading chords immediately and i was very pleased at how much i improved at chord reading. no Bm7 is going to get me down!

Then after i headed to my house, and i snuck in to my OLD house, in stoneybrook. Haha, i jumped on the computer and i used the printer because i didn't have one, so i printed my FGCU permit for my car, and went to the Parking Services, and i got my pass so i could get my actual permit. Then i went back the dorm, and i hung out there with Adam, until my 4pm appt, i blow dried my hair, and i assumed that i would get made fun of, but none of the guys cared, which was awesome! Then i went to my 4pm, which was with the McCaslins. They like, love me, so they ordered something, and made me lunch.

Lunch was a meatball sandwich, and whats better than eating lunch? Getting paid like, 20$ for it. So then after, i went ahead and packed up, and i started conversation with them, which is cool because they love me. We talked about everything from.... well everything. Then we went out back to talk because Shelley and Jackie came over, and so did Carol and Mack and Jill and Kelly (TJ's fam). Then they made me dinner! and i had to rush home for a mandatory meeting with the R.A. of the building.

After that i had a conversation with Adam and Conway. We talked so long, from like 8:15-11. Just talking about religion, politics, women, sports, video games, movies. Like, everything! I really liked it, so im excited for the next time we do! Conway seems cool as hell, he showed me his PSP game he has, thats like an RPG. But i was trying to act cool, and i whipped out one of the gamer terms (Sorry Hays, but it is) i whipped out the question "is it an MMORPG?".

Haha it was cool, then me and Conway played Super Smash Bros Melee until about 12, which was 45 minutes. We took some major names man, we are really good at the game, so were thinking of going to the Gamer Night, where seemingly they kick some major asses, and we know they will rape us hardcore, but we still want to. The kid seems really cool. But i have my first class in the morning.

So night.


End Log
-Ryan S. Kane.

New Mattress? Super Check!

Last night i went to sleep at 6:30am. i spent all night with TJ and we were talking about life and what not. We went to sleep, and woke up at 7:15am. Yes, thats right 45 minutes later we had to wake up. So we got up, and we drove over to my new place, and we began to bring all the stuff up to my room, and i was so excited to see my new dorm.

Ill take pictures for you guys to post tomorrow. After i decorated it, me and TJ ran up to Colonial to grab a check so i could get my books, then we went to Estero High School. We went go visit Mrs Stafford (She is way hot). Then, we picked up Leanna and ran over to TJ's place. We were supposed to go back to my place but TJ had to babysit. So me and Leanna ran over to her house to grab her text book so she could do her homework.

We came back to TJ's and waited for his mum to get home, so that i could drop off Leanna at band practice. Then me and T went out to dinner. We went to Wing City Grill, and the only reason i went was because i wanted to get a Chicken Pot Pie, but they were out, which made me angry. So i just ended up getting the Bowl Of Chili. Which wasn't bad.

Then i went to uh, TJ's place, and we talked to TJ's mom because she is way cool. She was talking to us about college life, and the do's and dont's. Which is pretty cool. I left there to go to my dorm. I finally set up everything and everything is perfect. I downloaded these songs for Guitar Hero 3. Three Dragonforce songs i downloaded, they are hard as hell. Then i went ahead and i had New Guy come over and we hung out for a bit. Then Val and Andre came over to hang too. We were all talking to Zack which was cool.

Now im tired.

G'nite yall.

Eng Log
-Ryan S. Kane

Nothing Compares to a quiet evening alone

Today started out, with me waking up and taking a shower. Nothing says it's going to be a good morning like singing All American Rejects in the shower. Then i went and threw my shit in the laundry, getting ready to move out kinda sucked but i was really excited. So i went downstairs and i put on channel 411 and turned on the speakers downstairs. It was booming loud and it gave me the proper motivation to carry all my shit downstairs into my car. So i went box by box to my car to bring stuff in.

My car is now full of my moving stuff, and i need to fill up my Moms car, but ill wait till TJ gets here to do that. Then i went to Zack's house, and i helped his mom set up her camera for Skyping Zacky. Haha, then i came back home and some Dbag gets out of his car and approaches me from my driveway.
"Hey, i'm looking for a Mr. Ryan Kane." - Dbag
"That's me, what can i do you for?"- Me

Haha
I actually said that.
Its some person's attorney because i rear ended them, and they were like, I need medical attention.
But w.e

She's faking everything, so she wont get away with it.

Then i went to Leanna's and i dropped off Charise. She's taken her under her wing, without her parents knowing, which makes me laugh. Then we ran out to Cici's to say goodbye to Kelsey Thompson, she left today. It was sad.
Then i dropped Leanna off at home, and i came home and i put my Gamecube games up for bid on Ebay.
Haha

i am officially out of things to sell.

First Day Of Not School

So, last night i actually spent my time doing something. I woke up and i wrote my essay for Comp 1. I don't know if i already wrote that last night. Then, i jumped up, and i ran out to go pick up Leanna from school. When i pulled up into school in my bright purple car, i saw tons of people i knew from last year. But i pulled this maneuver where i did other things like look at my cell phone and then sing. When i saw her walking towards my car i was like, YES.

I was so happy, then we took off and drove up to Alico to grab gas, where the price was 3.65$ instead of 3.79 by my place. So i filled up and i drove over to her house, and we watched Labyrinth. It made me laugh really hard because it was a mirror to the Fat Guy Stuck In Internet episode. It was SO funny. Haha,

Then i went to my hair appointment, so i went down there, and i got my hair thinned and trimmed. Then i went back to my place, after picking up Lavonne, and Jerry met us at home. We ate chips and Salsa. Mango Peach salsa. It was delicious, and then we all watched Vantage Point. It was kinda good, but it was also kinda annoying about how they didn't show like anything until the last 2 minutes of the show.

Then me and Jerry hung out in my room, and watched Adult Swim for a while, followed by some food. and then more food and more adult swim.

End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

Hey, Pose For This Picture.

Today i woke up at 11am from my mom telling me that i needed to wake up soon so that i could make my 3:30 appointment. I said ok, and i checked my phone to make sure my alarm was still going to go off. So, i laid back down, and i woke up at 2:07. I was pretty upset, and lately i have seen a huge repetition of the same events. Obviously, i am not getting enough sleep at night, and i need more of it. So, starting tonight, i want to be asleep before 1am.

Which is a huge stretch for me. But, i have to in order to get ready for college, and i need to because i need healthy sleep.
(Chris, you know its true)

and then i woke up and did my hair, blow dried it so it looks all fancy and nice. and i set off to go over to T.J.'s, which is definitely fun, because i get to show him the fun stuff i learned on the guitar, and then we can hangout and talk!

So i went over and i showed him i learned Second Heartbeat on the guitar, and then we went off to the appointment, he was coming with me because we were going to see Uncle/Cousin/family friend Tommy! It made me excited because i thought he was going to buy something.
after the appointment, they bought a 129$ table knife set, and i was happy for that. I get a paycheck tomorrow!!!!

Then we went back to his place, and his family made me a sausage and spaghetti dinner. Then i had to rush home, because it was 6:30, and i had to eat dinner with my family too. We were eating fondue tonight! and i love fondue!

we had steak and chicken, and we cooked it in boiling water, and i dipped my stuff in Buffalo sauce.
Although we had other stuff, like Mango Mint, or Wasabi.

Then i talked to my father, and then i talked to Zacky. Whom i am still talking to right now, and he's in UF. None of his room mates are there yet, but he is skyping me because he's having a great time. Ethernet definitely makes everything run faster.

But i want to abide by my new rule.
So, End Log

--Ryan S. Kane.

P.S.
Night Hays! Sorry i missed you.

Support The Creation Of The Unicorn.

So, waking up at 1pm isn't bad for a laid back day. Although i really need to get in the zone because i have all morning classes. But it's all good because i can pick up Leanna from school :D. So, i roll over and i grab my guitar, and i play some music, and by 1:30 im bored again. I throw on pants, still being in bed, and i lay down. My mum comes in, because today is our day to pack up for college. Which sucked. Hard.

We gathered everything in the room i would need for next year, and i we put it in one corner of my room, and everything else has been thrown out. Like trash. my room is naked. It took us about 4 hours. Then after i played guitar downstairs as my mom vacuumed up here. We went out to this place called StirCrazy. Oh my God, it was sooo good. If anyone reading this, please take my word, order the PotStickers, and then the Chicken and Dumpling Bowl.
It was amazingggggggggggg

Then, i had to rush home, because T was waiting for me, we had to go get Kyle. We brought in my College Food (Easy Mac, Pudding, Golden Grahams) and we shot off to get kyle. We were running late, because we were almost at Kyles, and the time was 8:03. The movie starts at 8:05, haha, so we were like, FUCK. but then, we got there, and picked him up and we were off.

WE saw the movie Tropic Thunder. Holy Buddha, it was so funny, i was almost crying. Hays, that was an awesome recommendation. It was fuckin' hilarious. After, the three of us, walked around the GCTC (gulf Coast Town Center) for a little while. Then we had to drop off Kyle, and then T.J. had to go home, so we headed back to my place, and i talked to him about the book i was writing, and he thought it was really cool i was doing that.

But then, i came home, and i decided i am going to make a Unicorn.
So, join my cause. I am majoring in Genetic Engineering, and i making a fuckin' unicorn. STFU hays, i can find funding.


End Log
-Ryan S. Kane

It lookes like the only training it ever really needed was LOVE.

Thats a picture of me writing this.


Today i woke up with two (2) Goals for the day, and since there were only two, I intended to do both.

a) get to Zack's house at noon, so i could spend the day with him, because he was leaving on... tomorrow.

B) Go to the movies, and be able to pick up leanna, and give her the present i bought her.

I woke up, and looked at the clock, it was 2:29pm.
Fuck, my first goal was now complete shit, so i got up and i realized something, i had a 4 o'clock appointment i had to be at. So i grabbed my phone, and i hoped that Hays or someone texted me because they loved me. Sadly enough, Hays had not texted me. Although, i did have 10 missed alerts, haha.

So i checked my voicemail.

I despise voicemails, more than....
My burning hatred for Taco Bell.

and it was my 4 o'clock appointment telling me, they have to cancel, because they have to go to work (What a shit excuse).
So, then i go ahead and i wake up, and the bellybutton ring i ordered Krista came in the mail, so i grabbed that, and put it in my pocket. I went to my mom, and i said, Hey, watch me play this song i learned last night. And she was like, K, make it fast.

Which makes ma laugh, because every song has a destined length. But nonetheless, i played the song, (my new myspace Video!!!) and then i went to Zack's. he was packing, so i helped him, by playing his guitar. Then Krista stopped by Zack's cause she knew i had her bellybutton ring, which makes me sad, cause she didn't even go to Zack's to say goodbye...

Then me and Zack had to go pick up Nate from Band Practice, and i hoped to see LEanna there, but it was too late. But i took my car, cause it was approx 5:40, and i had to be home at 6 to babysit. But yeah, i took my car, and Zack was 2 cars behind me, and i pulled into the band parking lot, and motioned for Nate to jump in fast. He got in, and we zoomed off, and Zack was like, WTF?

Haha
It was so funny, cause he didn't know i was going to do that.
Then i went home and made J.m. a Kid Cuisine!
And i had shit cuisine T.V. dinner.

THEN, i picked up Leanna, and me, Her, and J.M.went to the movies to go see Clone Wars (the new Star Wars movie). Zacky and his brother Gabe met us there, and i introduced the two, so they can be BFFs. The movie was pretty good. I forgot to mention it, i gave Leanna her gift when we were in the car, but i don't feel like going back to the point in time in the blog to put it, cause im tired....


THEN, more goodbye hugs with Zack.
Im actually really surprised you guys, because alot of my friends (Hays and Zack) have left me recently, and i haven;t cried.

That can only mean one thing.
and by one i mean like 3.
A) I'm beginning to stop being uber emotional.
B)I actually never gave a shat about them (doubt it, but still possible)
C) My meds work really well.

Or maybe A and C.

Point is, Leanna came home with me, and we hung out in my room, and looked at how bright everything was because of my black light, then her house. After, i came home, ate a Roasted Chicken Breast (sliced meat) on toasted wheat bread, 2 yogurts, kiwi, and applesauce meal.

Ive been reading my summer reading book,
A Long Way Gone by Ishmael Beah.
i have to read it, and write an essay about it, due for comp 1.
I believe thats Wednesday of NEXT week.
like,
12 days, not like, 6.

But yeah.


Night Guys.

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--Ryan S. Kane

Taking Down Posters and Packing Up Memories

Today i woke up with one intention.

I need to sell something for work.
So, i got up and i took a shower. I blow dried my hair, and made it look all pretty. Haha, then i went and ate some food, grabbed a drink and headed out to my 1pm appointment. I went through the presentation, and then was followed by with a no sale. Ugh, so i went now, up to Edison Mall. The necklace i ordered Leanna for her Sweet Sixteen (today) came in the mail, and when i got it, it turned out to be really cheap. So, that was definitely not enough. I went to head up to J.C. Penny's and i went to the jewelry section. i found something that was perfect, and so, i picked it up.

I headed back down to the house, and i drank a protein shake, and i ate a grilled cheese. Then i went to TJ's and we had general conversation/hung out for a little bit. We came back to my house, and we watched Medal Of Honor. Which was awesome, and then we played Goldeneye (007), and then we played guitar hero 2. Then, TJ had to head out, and i had to go to the office, so i headed up there. I walked in and turned in all my information, so i should be getting a decent paycheck...

Then i came back home, and i did alot of packing for college, in fact that's all i've been doing. My room is completely trashed, it's missing the posters and is just naked. The holes in my walls from where i punched it, is huge and is right there, haha

So, now im going to take a pee. and attempt to learn the song Second Heartbeat by Avenged Sevenfold on the Guitar.

I'm semi upset that i couldn't get a hold of Leanna today, but i'm sure that i can get ahold of her tomorrow, and i can't wait to see the look on her face when i give her the necklace/earring set.

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--Ryan S. Kane

9 Hours Of A 6 year Old Will Make Vasectomy's Sound Awesome.

Woke up around 11am today, because it was my turn to babysit my younger brother John Michael (J.M.). He's a pretty cool kid, for the 1st two hours maybe. We shot over to this place called "Kid Zoo". It's an indoor playground, where all these kids run around like AH and yell and stuff. I sat on the side of the area, and i read my book that i have to finish before i start comp 1. Then me and JM ran out to Dad's place.

I sat down on his couch, and continued reading my book. It went pretty well, i scored about 100 pages, and then Dad brought us to McDonalds. But the thing is, J.M. didn't respect a single word i said, which really bothers me. It was my job to take care of him for the whole day, but he didn't listen to a single thing i said. When we got back to Dad's place ,they put Spiderman 3 on the T.V. I tried to continue reading my book, cause i have to finish it. But i couldn't do it, so i went in the other room and i watched Spiderman. We didn't get to finish it, because my mom called and told me to bring him home.

But i was absolutely fine with that, because J.M. didn't stop talking the entire movie, which bothered me. I don't really have patience when it comes down to children, so please excuse me. The entire way home though he was strangely quiet, maybe he realized that he was being obnoxious. I got home and i dropped off J.M.

I then drove over to Nathan's house, because he was back in town. Also, Leanna was there, so it was my job as Ryan Kane, to be able to see her before the night was over. I was really happy when i showed up there, because we got to sit and enjoy each others company. We watched some Disney Channel shows, and then we drove home. I dropped off Haley and David first. Following, i drove Leanna to her house, and i wished her a happy birthday.

I came home, and i followed my normal routine. I played guitar hero and i talked to Hays. Garret made a myspace, so i definitely added him, and then watched Home Movies. After that i just kinda am sitting here. I think im going to write in my story.

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--Ryan S. Kane

Gimme a "Z" "A" "C" "K" "Y"! What does that spell? Best Friends!

When i wake up to yelling i know it's going to be a good day. You know why?
Because that means everyone is home, which means that Mom is making LUNCH!!!

Haha, so i yelled from my bed to tell my family i wanted a grilled cheese.
So i got up out of bed, and went downstairs with my laptop, and i looked online for a gift for Krista. Her b-day is officially right now, but im writing for the date of the 12th.
So after i ordered krista a Bellybutton ring, i drove over to Leanna's house, and we hungout/watched Phineas And Ferb, which was really funny. It definitely has a Platypus that is a secret agent, named Perry. Haha, then she had to go to Band Practice, and i got into a fight with Vicky and Kira..
Well, actually Vicky. Cause me and Kira are absolutely fine. But Vicky hates me right now, i'm not really sure why it had to be blown out of proportion. Vicky and Kira now are in a huge fight, because seemingly i went around snitching on people, and that's complete bullshit. But whatever, if Vicky's going to let something as elementary as this make her not want to talk to me or sort things out, then we probably shouldn't be friends anyway.

It's been good.
And if you read this,
I don't just want to stop being friends, you know i love you and we've been amazing friends. I didn't mean to make you angry at Kira or anything, i was just trying to be nice, and people took it the wrong way.

Then, i made a sale, which was nice. I followed through that sale, by going to pick up Kira, cause i didn't want her to feel bummed because of something that was between me and Vicky. So Me, Zacky and Kira hungout tonight.

It was me and Zack's last night together.

I LOVE YOU BRO.
YOU'VE BEEN AN AMAZING FRIEND FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS AND I LOVE YOU.

But me and Zacky and Kira made a pizza ourselves.
Well, two.
The first one, the dough got really fucked up, ahaha, so we went out and bought premade dough, and then made a pizza.
It was amazingly good.

Like, i would rather have that than Pizza Hut.

Then i dropped off Kira, and Me, Zack and Nate (Zack's awesome brother) were rocking out in the car, and then we all chatted. Me and Zacky gave Nate some major tips for going into the high school life.

I hope we got through to him.
Haha,

Nonetheless, I love you Zacky. Keep it tight!


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-Ryan S. Kane

Hays Really Is a Benevalent Human Being

Today started at 1:25pm.
Thats the time i thought i woke up, and jumped up and ran into the bathroom. at 9am this morning, my mom had pulled me out of bed to babysit my lil bro. I fell asleep on the couch downstairs, and i looked down at the clock, which was past my feet. I thought i had an appointment for work at 2pm, but i was mistaken, it was at 6.
I was running around, and then i calmed down after i found out that it wasn't until 6pm. I looked at the clock, and it read "12:58" and i was like. What?


But then i realized that when i looked down, one of my toes must have blocked the last digit of the clock so i only saw the 125 digits.
It made ma laugh. Then i felt i had to take a piss, so i got in the bathroom, and looked at myself in the mirror, and i wanted to eat a fetus, like holy crap. This hickie on my neck is like, super red, its pretty bad. So i went downstairs and took the best action i could think of. I mowed the lawn, because my mom said she'd ground me, and i didn't want that. So after i was done, and i was sweating like a mink, i went into the bathroom.

I jumped in the shower, and i thought to myself, "Theres no way that i can cover this thing up". So i used what my sister gave me, this hair straightening stuff. I thought, well, i can't pull my hair back for my appointment, so i have to cover this fucker up. So, what i did, was straighten my hair, and it didn't reach far enough, cause haley cut my hair. Which sucksss.

So i took my moms cover up, and applied it, and it didn't do much more than the hair, but i thought with combined effort, that i could help something. So i ate dinner at home, and ran off to my appointment. it got over, and i went to Leanna's.

We were laid back today, and just talked for a bit, ate cake at my house, and then watched The Wedding Singer at her place.

Now im back here, talking to Hay's. My broseph. Haha.

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-Ryan S. Kane

Sneaky No Sneaking!

AH!
It's been a while since I've wrote, on account I've been slightly busy. But. I'm making up for that right now, So, yesterday i woke up and i went to play guitar for church. It's cool, because it's a really small church, and it's kinda peaceful. What's even cooler, is that Vicky Scardino goes to that church. So, i have someone to talk to and be disruptive with while the Gospel goes on. Which in this case, went on for about 1.2 hours. It was sooo long (that's what she said--Hays i know you were thinking it). Following ih ad to rush home for an appointment. It was with my grandma's ex-bf. Hahah. He's a complete D-bag and was like, im not going to buy you anything and im also not going to give you names, cause im a D-bag. and i was like what the fuck?! He was like, that's invading on peoples privacy. (so D-bag.)

Then i went to my 2pm, which was up in Ft Myers. He was cool, his name was Bill, and i was just kind of like, Yo. We were both chillax, and he was like. You need some money for your scholarship, and you know what? I can help. I'm going to take that Pizza Cutter. And thats like the cheapest thing there, but you know, he bought something. Unlike some people. *Cough EVAN THE D-BAG *Cough. Then i went to go pick up Vikkie Darlingg from Coastland. We had never met each other, so i picked her up, and i brought her to my 4pm appointment and i told the woman that i was training Vikkie. It was very comical, because she even introduced herself as Vikkie Darlingg.
Then after my appointment, i dropped her back of at Coastland, and then i drove up to my grandma's place for dinner. It was yummy. Then i shot over to Leanna's and we watched Adult Swim for a little while. Then 1am came, and i had to go home. Or did i?

Leanna snuck out of her house to come home with me, and then i snuck out of my house. I left my sleep timer on my T.V. and then i left. We walked over to her place, and snuck up to her room. It was very sneaky. We locked her door, and then just kinda hungout. It was really fun, although when i finally left aroound 5am, and i noticed that it was bad i was up so late. So i got home, and went upstairs. I guess my mum heard the ruckus, and she came up and was like, Ryan? What are you doing up?

and i was like. I just woke up with all my clothing on, and i realized i didn't take my pills. So i went downstairs to get a drink, and thats what im doing. And she was like, Oh. OK. And then she gave me cover up for the HUGE hickie i have on my neck.
Like,
Huge.
Bad.
Colossal.

Happy Birthday Dad!

It started out like, every other day. I woke up 2 hours late. Ugh, and then i had a pretty unproductive day. I sat around the house, and i worked on writing my story for a few hours, its going pretty good. Then my mumsy took us all out to eat at Applebees. That's def my favorite restaurant, so i was pretty happy. I enjoyed the usual, Buffalo Chicken Wings (boneless), Cheeseburger, and an Apple Caramel Delite. It was a very delicious meal. So, now that dinner was over, i was on my way over to the Coconut Point Mall. I hung out with Vicky, Kira and Danny. We walked around the mall for a little bit, and then we ran into Diego and Tarah. Tarah's pretty cool, and so is Diego. I haven't seen Diego in such a long time, so i def wanted to hangout with him, we hung out for a little bit, and then suddenly i turned around and they were gone.

So again i walked around with Vicky and Kira when suddenly i ran into Justin Cuban. So he tagged along with us for a little bit which was cool. I hadn't seen Justin since about April or May which made it even cooler. So we walked over to Target and sat down and talked for a little bit, we had some bonding time, and then Zacky texted me. He told me that he was at Starbucks, so we walked over to starbucks and met up with him. It was nice, he was with Jeanette and some other girl i hadn't seen before.
Speaking of! I drove by the School today and i saw the band practicing and it made me remember something....

LEANNA COMES HOME TOMORROWWWW

but back to the story,
So then we walked with Zack over to the Asian Chao, and we ran into Jeanette so Zack had to leave. We went into Asian Chao so Danny could get a drink and then me and Danny and Justin went over to my car. I wanted to show them the black light ideas, and they liked it. We ran up and found a cop car, and i asked if it was Legal, and he said it was legal. So we hooked up the black lights to my ceiling of my car. they look awesome. Then we took justin, mitch and this girl home. We had to put Justin's bike in my trunk, cause he rode his bike there. and i guess someone slashed his tire.

Which is sad. But then i came home, and i showed off my car to Krista, Jerry, Mumsy and Lavonne. We all watched the movie The Cell. It was good, i always like Vince Vaughn. Well, thats really all there is to it.
Today's my father's birthday.

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-Ryan S. Kane

Confetti Cake Is For Little Bitches.

What defines a good morning to the average American family? Waking up to pancakes? Rolling over and remembering who that person is? Having a fist fight with your younger sister?

OR ALL THREE!?

I woke up at 11am, and i guess Krista thought that i was going to drive her somewhere, and i was sleeping. and i was like, dude no. And she was like GAH. and we broke out into a fistfight, and for like the first time in my life, my mom stuck up for me. It felt good. I rolled over after all this, and was happy to see that T.J. was still at my house. He usually leaves early in the morning before i wake up. Then me and TJ made pancakes! Soon after our 17th pancake, we deemed we didn't even want them anymore..

So, he left to go home, and i went up to my room and began writing my book. Oh, did i mention im writing a book? It's going to be about my high school life, along with all the friends i make, and the major events that happenned to us. It's going to have some underlying themes, like me overcoming my depression, and Zacky dealing wit his lack of motivation, and Hays moving out, and al of us dealing with change.
It should be cool.

then i drove up to the office, and once again was rejected because no one was effing there. But i went back to Zack's and Val met us there, we went up to Chuck E Cheese, and the line was ridiculous, so we left, and went to Jeanette's. From there, they wanted to go to the beach, but me and Val were like, Fuck that. So me and Val went back to my place, and made a cake. I love yellow cake. Haha, it was cool. I ate alot of mix, and then we watched Zoolander.

It love that movie sooo much. Haha, i now have retired to my room, and i want to continue writing my book. Although i need to make sure i finish reading my book for school.. and write my essay for the book.

Haha
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-Ryan S. Kane

Silence Is A Statement

Today started out, with me, once again, at 1pm. I then ran up to FGCU, and i turned in my money for tuition... Following, i ran into Meagan Bradford and Mary Spohr in the FGCU main room. We talked about.. nothing important, and then we went our separate ways. I shot up to my work's office, but the place was all closed up...

i really dont feel like writing tonight, so im going to speed through this...

Me and TJ and Don Pirone hung out today. It was cool, we haven't seen him in like forever, he confirmed that his sister WAS involved in that thing. Along with Julia Defranchesco..
I think thats how you spell it..

But yeah. I took Charise to a vet, and shes alive and well. Good stuff, she's not in pain.

Ugh.
Me and T have been playing guitar hero and watching TV...
and im really tired.

So...

Night.

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-Ryan S. Kane

Meat makes terrible home decorations...

Waking up at 11am is a great way to start off the day, if that's what your plan was. See, i followed through with that. And then i blinked and it was 1:42pm. I was pretty upset. But i wasn't in a rush at all, so i just kinda hung around the house, until i had to go pick up my tuition papers from Winkler Ave. Which is a hella long way from my place. I achieved my goal, and headed down to Advanced Auto Parts in order to exchange my windshield fluid LED lights for new ones, i put some work into them, and realized i don't want those... so i think i might just cut the wires off. Haha. In the mean time, i was talking to Hays. I then had an appointment at 6pm in Naples, which went well, i made a good sale. I realized i was completely out of forms so, i need to head up to the office again tomorrow.

Leanna's at a sleep away band camp, which makes me kinda sad. I hope she runssss back to me. I miss her.

Then, i shot over to TJ's, to go pick him up. We were there for about 15 minutes, i said "Hey" To his mum and family. We headed over to my house for maximum fun! When we were there, we talked about the Stoneybrook incident. I don't know if you readers heard what happened, but some douche's took some steaks and other meats and rubbed it all over some person's house. they caused like, 100,000 dollars worth of damage... They also stole some cars, and dirt bikes. Kristin Pirone was arrested i believe. I think that's what i heard, don't quote me. So, After that, we went up to my room. From there i showed TJ that i could play A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton on the guitar, and then we watched an episode of Home Movies.

Following, me and TJ met up with Ainsley at the mall. We walked around for a little bit of a while, and then we separated and went home. And since then, Ive been in bed, watching TV, and playing guitar hero.
LIVE LONG THE NIGHT.

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-Ryan S. Kane.

Now You Can Be Alone, Without Ever Being Alone.

Nothing says "Good Morning", like waking up at 7:30 and hearing the captain saying, "GTFO OFF MY BOAT". That most likely, wasn't the words he used, but that's what i heard, as i way laying in bed. So, i got out of bed, slowly. and i eased on some pants, and socks. I also attached all the necessary accessories onto my persona, aka, my pocket watch, My wallet, my camera, my belt, and my guitar pick. For some reason, in my half awake, half asleep piece of mind, i didn't want anyone to know i was getting dressed. But soon enough, i had everything on, and i was still under the blankets, haha. So, i got up, and ate some of my mom's fruit she ordered. I packed up all my laundry, went upstairs and ate some food. We spent about 2 hours waiting in lines, just to get out of the damn building.

Finally, we reached the car. another long 2 hours was ahead of us, so what i thought of was an amazing idea. Sleep. I slept for about 2 hours, and woke up at home. I played alot of guitar hero. From about 2-7.

I was SOOO BORED.
Although, my mom made fillet manon. I think that's how you spell it. It was goooood. Then shit went down, and i tried to talk to one of my good friends, she was having some problems. I really hope she feels better, i don't want to give out her name, cause i don't know if its a private matter. Then, TJ came by and dropped of my Keys. He had them while i was gone to feed my hedgehog, Charise.

Then is when i realized how little friends i have. Like, two years, i could do anything i wanted whenever i wanted. Because i had like, Jerry, Benny, Liz, Michelle, Meagan, Jake, Nick, Samir, Ryan, Jeff, Adam, Zacky, TJ, Hays, Jimmmy, Megan, and a bunch of other people.
And through the years i've lost alot of people i thought i never would have. But maybe its for the better. But the point is, that I was so bored. Me and my Mum watched Untraceable together though, and that was pretty good.
Luckily, prior to that, Hays called, to make me feel better because he is lonely too.
and that made me feel two emotions.
The Feeling of being together.


And the feeling of depression for Hays. Haha,
but i love him and he knows it.

So here i am, waiting for Ainsley to tell me why she asked for my Zodiac sign, and i am watching family guy, talking to Hays.
The best way to end any day.

Also, i had a protein shake today.
BRING ON THE STOMACH PAINS AND WEIGHT.

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--Ryan S. Kane

Loser By Day, Guitar Hero By Night.

Today started out the same as most days, I woke up around like, 11pm though, which was semi upsetting. I wanted to wake up in time to go to the breakfast buffet. But oh well. So, then I got changed into my bathing suit, and we shipped off for this island called “Stirrup Cay”. Its like, a privately owned island that our cruise line owns. It was pretty nice, they had a live band, and a buffet and so on.

Then there were rafts, and likewise things of that nature. But when Jerry, Krista and I were out rafting, we got caught in this terrible tide. It sucked! Although since there were 3 of us, we managed to slink our way out. Although, there was someone approx 50yds away, floating by themselves into the distance, past the rocks that bordered our island, Keep in mind I am not a very strong swimmer.

Im a Good Swimmer.
Not a very strong one.

What happened was, I dove off of our raft, and swam over to her, and I was like. SAVE. So I got her, and tried as hard as I could to swim us back to shore. After like, 20 minutes we got into standing water. But seriously, shit, it sucked. After that, I was exhausted, so I headed back to the ship, and took a shower. I <3 showers. Following THAT, I watched The Forbidden Kingdom, with Jerry in the room. But we had to leave literally 2 minutes before the ending, to go meet the family for dinner. We ate, and then I had a Guitar Hero Tournament to go own.

It was very unorganized. Although, I won, which made me feel good. 2nd tourney Ive won from guitar hero. Hopefully, I can get money or something out of it in the future. Seemingly on Wednesdays they have a guitar Hero tourney at the Firepit Grille, so maybe ill check that out. We all leave tomorrow, so I have to make some calls for work and so on and so forth. But. Im laying in bed now, and everyone's pissed that im typing. When I get to internet tomorrow, I will post this along with pictures.

SLEEP TIGHT EVERYONE!!!

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--Ryan S. Kane.

Don't Go Swimming With A Jacuzzi In Your Tummy

Today started out with me waking up to some amazing room service. It was awesome. Haha, I ate some fruit and other assorted goodies. But then I fell back asleeeeep. Haha, I thought I was late when I woke up. So, I found my family, and we went to go snorkeling. It was fancy, I saw a lot of fish. We had fish food, and im PRETTY sure they tried to eat me…

BUT.

After we found our way back to the ship, and I forget what we did. Although, I can tell you that we went to dinner. For Krista’s birthday, so we had a cake and stuff. BTW, if anyone goes onto the Norwegian Cruise Line, order the Chilled Strawberry Soup. So good….

Acid reflux, pretty much knocks everything off the menu. ESPECIALLY when you forget your Prilosec(acid reducer for my tummy) on the 4 day cruise. Haha, I regret that, and I took my last pill today…



So. I’m fucked. Haha, But we hit the casino soon after. I started out with 27.50. Then I won 15. So I had 40. I was on a rolls. Following that, I lost all my money. I now have 50 cents.

Now I am Laying in bed, eating Room Service Grilled Cheese, and watching the movie Be Kind Rewind. Its funny, I recommend.

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-Ryan S. Kane

A Penny Saved is 20 Bucks Lost On The Wheel

Well, Today was my first day on the cruise. It’s pretty fancy, free food all the time, it’s like 11 stories and it’s really big. (That’s what she said). Seriously though, we drove for 2 hours (I think, I was somewhat asleep), and we arrived at Miami. It had a lot of big buildings, that’s really all I remember from that, because all of a sudden, I saw a miraculous ship appear on the horizon. I thought I heard angels, but it was actually my little brother watching Spiderwick Chronicles. We do all the necessary shit, like pictures, strangely there were no lines, which was very nice. We arrived at our room, and it was like,

Nice.

Haha. Following that we hit the buffet, it owned.
I LOVE FOOD. On every level there is something different, except most of them have rooms on them. Our room has 2 beds and a pullout couch. Jerry and Krista have beds, and I got stuck on the couch :-\. Although, I heard that I was more comfortable. Haha. Room service is free, and there’s like, new releases on the TV. So, after dinner we worked our way over to the “New Arrival Show”. There were a lot of noised and lights. It was cool. Then, I and Jerry hit the Casinoooo.

I lost twenty bucks, like, in 3 seconds.
Literally.

Fuckin’ Roulette. So, we got outta there, I only had 20. Haha. So, then Krista and Jerry wanted some alone time, so I followed Mumsy(mom) and Grandma to the casino. My grandma gave me 25 bucks to use towards blackjack, and I got 21. So I got 57$, so I owed my grandma half, and I got 27 bucks. This is definitely nice, so I think I might hit the blackjack again tomorrow. I’m hoping that there is a 5$ blackjack, the one I went to last night was a 25$ blackjack table. Then it was sleepy time, I also have absolutely no phone service or internet. Although there IS internet, for 75cents a minute (What a bargain!).

Anyways.

Night!

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-Ryan S. Kane

Swimming Dreams Aren't Considered Wet Ones.

Today i woke up to a dream about Tanner Jones. I was taking a test in a class, and Steven Agapi was cheating. But then Tanner made me sign a paper that said "Cast Party", which obviously means that i was going to a cast party with Tanner. Then immediately after me signing the paper, we were in a pool, racing from one side to the other.
Fancy.

Then i woke up, and i don't remember what i did right away. Except i remember making a sandwich. Following that, i had to drive my order forms for work over to the main office, which is located off Metro and Colonial. It sucked. Then i went to my grandmothers house, and i helped (tried) to optimize her computer, although i believe its semi fucked, because it appeared to have 1 GB of RAM. Which blows for vista. But yeah. Then i defragged and whatnot.

Following that, i visited my BFF Kira Pirre, who lives in Bonita. She's pretty awesome. And i met her cousin Embry (I LOVE THAT NAME), and then i had to leave. I went and bought a new bathing suit, and a fancy burgundy button up shirt. I went home and enjoyed a fantastic double take of Hamburgers. I LOVE hamburgers, probably my favorite food. Which is why i'm excited for my cruise tomorrow. Based on almost nothing, im assuming they have a lot of cheeseburgers. And Cruise food is free. Sooo woooot.

Then i went and picked up the Mrs....
Leanna came over to meet up with Me, Zacky, Jerry, TJ, Krista.. and ME.
we watched Anchorman, God i love that movie.
Haha.

Best Line Ever
'This is worse than the time the raccoon got in the copier"

Fantastic.

Then i had to drive her home, and i came home and hung with Zacky and Jerry and My sister/ played some guitar hero.
The usual.

Home Movies is on. Its sooo funny.
I'm just talking to Ainsley and Hays.
Lamee old me.


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-Ryan S. Kane

Burnt Cheese Smells An Awful Lot Like Dissapointment

Today i woke up approx 1:47pm. Haha, So i woke up, and my grandmother was at my house. (Grandma Connie) She lives only about 10 minutes away, so it's a common thing. I took a shower, and talked to Hays for a little bit. Then at about 3:30pm, TJ came over, which was awesome. I showed him how i could play Handlebars by Flobots, on the guitar, and then we played some Guitar Hero. My grandmother made us spaghetti for dinner, so we went downstairs for that, and i found out my loittle brother was home. Krista was supposed to have been there, but she was "Running Late" which i doubt. But to go along with my dinner, i heated up some Mozzarella Sticks.. They were going to be amazing.

But then it happened.

I got up to fetch my sticks, they had been in for a strangely long time, and i wondered why. It turns out when my grandmother was cleaning up today, she cleaned out my toaster, she put the settings to Broil, instead of whatever i had them on for perfect Mozzarella Sticks. Sooo all the cheese had emptied on the bottom of the toaster, and the mozzarella sticks had become just empty shells.

Which was kinda gross.

So following that we went to go with Krista to get her new purse, which cost 160$ By the way. (That's fuckin' ridiculous) and then we came back, and i had an appointment for work, which was cool. TJ wanted to see how it all went down, so he sat down and watched. Following my sales, came a party at Fridays.. Wooooo. We went to go meet Haley and Leanna (:D). ME and TJ ordered an.... Order of Boneless Buffalo wings, that were..... boned. It made me happy. Then i had to drive Haley and Leanna home. but me and TJ came back to my place, and planned out what song we wanted to learn.

Then he left, and i played some guitar hero, but got bored.
Currently have a huge headache.
and im hoping that Home Movies is on instead of effing Squidbillies.

Also, Ainsley just informed me that she had an alligator on her car. Haha, im jealous my car didn't get attacked by a gator.

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-Ryan S. Kane-