I Wish The Tide Would Wash Away The City

Ugh,
I'm deciding that instead of just blandly listing what i did today, i'm going to switch it up. I don't really have anything exciting that happens in my life, so i'm going to see where this takes me. I've missed class two days in a row now, and that's really bad for me. Sometimes i wake up and just think of quitting. Is that normal for a kid my age? I hope so. But, i'm trying really hard to bring back up my Biology grade, and i really hope that it works out. I also realized i'm not going to sleep with Harley. I was going to, but you know what. I don't fucking need it. It's complteley useless and it serves no purpose. I don't care what she thinks or what anyone else thinks.
Though there is this girl next door named B who is WAYYY hot.

Garret Fucking Ortino. Is the greatest man alive. I have so much respect for him, and he is by far my oldest and greatest friend. (Don't worry Hays, your tied with Zacky and T). That man has the persistence of a Wolverine in a bear trap. He's joining a job drilling oil 7 days a week, and then 7 days off. Making 70G a year. He's doing it just so that he can come see me all the time, and not have to be neck up in expenses. I don't understand where he gets his motivation. The kid's amazing. I really wish his Dad didn't kick him out so he could come stay with me :D. For the records. I love Garret Ortino. The kid is my best friend and always will be. Since like, effing kindergarten the kid has been there. Right on Garret. No one of my other friends would pay for me to fly up to Colorado to stay with them. I love you dude. Your my boy.

I miss my friends they were awesome. Though, i'm glad some of them left because they made me feel slightly worse about my life. So i guess in a sense, they weren't really my friends were they? My Algebra Final is on Friday, and i hope i'm ready. I think i'm prepared... I went to the review on Saturday with Mauricio. That kid has become one of my new best friends. He's over here all the time and he's way nice. I'm really happy that he's an undercover nerd like i am. WE played Super Smash Bros Melee today for like an hour and a half straight. Were such losers. Tuesdays and Thursdays him and Billy come over. Though his mom has been getting pissed he's out all the time so he has to go home sometimes.

I had this weird fuckin' dream last night. I was best friends with Helen Keller. We like hungout and Zack was like, dude, why are you friends with her if she's blind and mute. and i was like, Eff you Zack. Your a dick. Then in a subdream after that, i was in a video game i guess. becauae Zombies kept coming into this upstairs area and i kept "messing up" in the game, so i would jump out the window to die, to restart. like i would straight up commit suicide. But one time i jumped headfirst and i guess i landed on my feet. my friend was like, you sure it's safe, and i was like yeah.
So he jumped but landed on a weird angle, so he didn't die and his body layed there twitching and it was really really fucked up to watch. He looked like he was in immense pain, and he couldn't move. He could only twitch.

I haven't written in my book in a while. I need to do that soon. But i will wait till this weekend because i have some major tests and stuff going down.

But.
It's bed time.
Tonight's CD alignment is.
1) I AM Ghost - Those We leave Behind.
2)Story Of The Year - Page Avenue
3) The Rasmus - Dead Letters
4) Bullet For My Valentine - The Poison
5) 30 Seconds To Mars - Beautiful Lie.

I hope i get some killer dreams.
During Religion tomorrow, after my quiz, i'm going to IM Tarah and Angie. Both are hot. Maybe i can mack it :D.

Ugh.
My life is depressing and is just chase after chase.
P.S. I learned The Most Beautiful Girl In The Room by Flight Of The Conchords on the guitar.

"When your on the street, depending on the street, your definitely in the top 3"

End Log
-Ryan