This Could All End In Tragedy

Beep Beep.

That's the first noise i hear at 1pm, when my phone was saying "dude, my batteries dying. Help?"

I remembered my mom had my charger slo i texted her to bring it to me. Though, she lived like, 7 min away i didn't wanna drive. But it ended up that i had to drive over there. She made me grilled cheese which was nice :D.

Then i left there with my phone charger. By the way, my real phone charger broke, so im stuck using a car adapter for it because Wal-Mart wasn't even back ordering them, and using a wall adapter from Wal-Mart. Fuck Wal-Mart. I got back to the room, and i played guitar hero for a while, i don't want to get rusty.

Then something caught my eye! One of my friends (hot) had become single. I responded with a Why, and i got nothing. She refused to talk to me so i let it go. By this time Conway was awake and we were discussing the day's events. I believe it was 4pm at this point. I think i just read my biology work until about 7pm, which is when Aaron showed up. He had to leave at 9, but he wanted to hangout with us in the mean time. I was happy about that, cause the kid's awesome. I asked my R.A. about moving him into the dorm. My roommate Greg got kicked out of housing, so im trying to move Aaron into his room.

She said we have to do this process, so i accepted and ill prolly do it at some point.

I believe that my depression is kicking in (bipolar) because ive been in a really down mood lately. I just realized im failing most of my classes and that i have no motivation for life. The only fun i've recently gotten was from this 24 year old i met names Jackie. When i first met her we would makeout which is really cool, but lately we haven't and she just keeps putting me down about stuff. So really i have nothing exciting me lately.

Like, there are so many people who have it worse than me, but i still make it seem like my problems are worse. iruvbqebfrvwef

Point is, that after Aaron left, Jackie came over, and we laid in my bed and watched The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou. I love that movie, and after i gave her like, a 15 minute back massage. And then no making out. So i'm like, fuck.

I have no one to talk to besides my 4.
But out of those, only 3 really talk to me.

:-\

I miss you guys.

AH!
And to make it worse off, everywhere i look i see pictures of Lauren and Ryan kissing. like, fuck my life.

Charise (the hedgehog) is totally in the living room.

She's a pro :D
All the roommates love her, which is really nice.

I think im going to write poetry tonight. I feel in the mood.


I'm going to try to write alot of blogs now. I have nothing else to do with my life.

End Log
-Ryan